Wish you were here ALLWAYS

21st June 2008

Two years have passed since Daddy Ghosh has left us .... he was such a inspiration for me. To me HE is always with us in some way or the other. Many things have changed after his passing away, I have come to Bangalore, Sonamoni, Ritu and Ma is with us, I have received a hike this month....... yesterday Ritu had bought a pair of jeans and tops ... tomar "ekdom baccha meyer moto lagche" .. ONLY YOU ARE NOT WITH US.

In the morning I prayed in front of Baba's photograph for sometime , gave him a floral garland, sweets and that was all I did. Then I went to a seminar and came back home later in the afternoon.

Ma was as usual , ... .. she never expresses herself . But obviously remembrances are there with her ..... and it will be there with her forever.

Rangapisi had called me up and I had informed her, what have I done.

It also happened to be my birthday.

Baba you shall be with me always and forever.

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heros for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

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